I'm Tired

Wanting to go on the US trip is definitely not an easy one. Seems like stuff keeps going wrong. I get a different departure date from what I wanted. The employer is not exactly nice and they go back on their words. The agency give you few days notice to make decisions and to get your stuff done... and it's tough trying to get through their line... it's a one out of ten or more chance.

Have deviated from my revision of my exams just to replan and contact different parties for the US trip. Have yet to finish my revision for the papers in 1 and 2 days' time. Caffeine was my sustenance but instead my usual cup of tea... I had to contend with coffee coz' it's not "cooling" like tea. Having 3 cups of coffee a day.. morning, afternoon and nite.. but they dun seem to work as well as tea.

Am tired. And troubled. My mind's not with me. During the day, I mistook toner as toothpaste. Instead of turning on the tap, I almost wanted to pour the cup of hot water I was holding on my hands. I was sharpening my pencil when I unconsciously tilt my sharper and all the pencil shavings fell out of the sharpener. And I kept picking up the wrong item or taking an unintended action.

Hope everything will turn out better. Hope I'll be in top form during my exam papers. And hope the the parties related to the US trip will be 'better'.