12th May 2005

I'm finally going to leave for US this afternoon after the myriad of fickle-mindedness, flailing determination, excitement, confidence, etc. Almost done with the packing, just some packing and finishing touches.

Guess I can't say I'm excited. Just in the neutral mode. It's probably a good way to start things? So that when things start to hype up, at least I'll know what excitement is like. Have to have prep talk session with myself. I'm going to have fun and I WILL HAVE FUN and love myself and my family by taking care of myself.

Bye Singapore! Take care! And... Welcome me US! :)