A Passing...

My last entry states: 16 Dec 2008. So many things have happened. I gained things and I feel that I've lost a part of me too.

Anyway, saw the memorial of Michael Jackson and heard the song 'Smile' for the first time.

Smile
tho'
your heart is aching,
Smile
Even though it's breaking,
When there are clouds in the sky- You'll get by,
If you
Smile through your fear and sorrow,
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through- For you.
Light up your face with gladness,
Hide ev'ry trace of sadness,
Altho' a tear may be ever so near,
That's the time you must keep on trying,
Smile- What's the use of crying,
You'll find that life is still worthwhile,
If you just smile.

Sand

Just like the sand, sometimes the harder you try to hold onto it, the faster it slips away. Instead, if you let it slip from your palm, you can control how fast it slips away. Letting go is sometimes simpler than holding on...

B.O.R.E.D.O.M.

I'm BBBBBOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. DAMN BORED. And worse, I've actually gotta proclaim this on a damn blog. Urgh!

WTF

I'm happy I took this path over the last year. I've learnt so many things and have grown. Thanks Dionis babe for introducing me to TCC and our Master Coach.

Today as I looked through Facebook searching for people of the past... I wonder WTF have I been doing those years and even after realizing things over the past years.. WTF _ _ _ now.


I've Never Been To Me

Happy!

My niece (cousin's daughter). She's so cute and smart for her age - 22 months old. Knows how to eat on her own, say 1 to 10, knows the words purple and star. Wonder what I knew at that age. Anyway, had fun playing with her. She was actually gleefully wriggling around while I was trying to pose with her in the photo. Haha. Quite a handful.

Numerology

Numerology states:

Challenge in both first and second half of life -
Challenge 3:
The challenge of the number 3 suggests a tendency to scatter talents and try to do too many things at once during this period of your life. You may have a fine imagination and a gift for words, but you find it hard to express yourself effectively. Though you know you should cultivate friends and be sociable, you tend to be somewhat reclusive and defensive. You may have a talent for writing, acting, or speaking, but you are reluctant to involve yourself with these sorts of activities because you do not like to face the prospects of criticism. You are expressing yourself with a negative emphasis, hiding your creative talents behind a wall of shyness. You must strive to develop yourself in a social and in a creative sense. It's hard to just relax and have a good time.

Final challenge throughout life -
Challenge 0:
The obstacles life during this period may not be many, or they may be coming from all directions. The challenge of the number 0 is called the challenge of choice. You are likely to have difficulty acting on your preferences. You are perfectly capable of analyzing a situation and realistically comparing possible solutions. The challenge of 0 may make bring this decision to requisite action very difficult for you. To overcome the challenge, it should be understood that you must have the faith in your own abilities to the extent that you can analyze, make a choice, then act with ease and comfort. This challenge is one that is normally found on in a highly evolved individual and an individual who can be expected to make your own decisions about life and know where the pitfalls lie. To meet the challenge of 0 you must have control of all of the numbers; the independence of 1, the diplomacy of 2, the optimism of 3, the application of 4, the understanding of 5, the adjustment of 6, the wisdom of the 7, the constructive power of 8, the universal service of 9. In other words, to meet the challenge of 0 in your life, you must be a very gifted person.

I Wanna Go States Shop Shop

Here's one of the shops I liked in States. Nice clothes at affordable prices. The clothes are mainly made in USA. www.wetseal.com