Monday, October 31, 2005

I Thought It's an Interesting One

"Why do people want to get married? ... ... You can always have children without getting married and you can go through the process to have kids too without marriage, putting aside the morality and religious-side of it all."

So what's the fundamental meaning behind a marriage?

Saturday, October 29, 2005

The "No-Life" Klutz

Being home, alone, on a Saturday night drives me to do senseless things like taking personality tests, as evidenced by the prior 3 entries. Was supposed to have dinner with friends but it was cancelled at the very last minute. Just when I was on my way to catch the train. With the realisation of how uneventful my Saturday will be, I decided to pamper myself a little with sushi.

I declare that I've been wasting my youth for the past one month. Being unemployed, living away uneventful days, etc. I'm just having so much thoughts regarding the job I want that I don't know where to move from here. I'm greedy. I've got so many wants for my job search that they conflict. And since I still don't know what I'll like to do, there's reluctance in sending out that resume. Probably, I'm stalling for time. Probably, subconsciously I've got that job in mind. Probably.. Probably Probably.. ain't bringing me anywhere... what can I say.. a breakdown in my life.

Maybe the days I'd spent weren't that unconstructive. At least I'm staying home and letting my presence be felt by my grandma. Don't think I'll be spending much time with her once I start work. And maybe it's a chance for me to recharge? haha. Maybe this whole paragraph doesn't seem credible; But I'd rather not regret certain things. Life is fragile and transient.

It's hard to comprehend myself at times. I'm a contradiction. Don't ask why... I won't be able to put it to words. I don't know where to start.

Your Power Color Is Red-Orange

At Your Highest:

You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth.

At Your Lowest:

You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked.

In Love:

You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve.

How You're Attractive:

You are very affectionate and inspire trust.

Your Eternal Question:

"Am I Respected?"

Your Hair Should Be Red

Passionate, fiery, and sassy.
You're a total smart aleck who's got the biggest personality around.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.